1. inn0vation:

    I think one of the saddest things is when two people really get to know each other: their secrets, their fears, their favourite things, what they love, what they hate, literally everything, and then they go back to being strangers. It’s like you have to walk past them and pretend like you never knew them, never even talked to them before, when really, you know everything about them.

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  3. honeyyvanille:

    Sometimes you need to remind yourself that you were the one who carried you through the heartache. You are the one who sits with the cold body on the shower floor, and picks it up. You are the one who feeds it, who clothes it, who tucks it into bed, and you should be proud of that. Having the strength to take care of yourself when everyone around you is trying to bleed you dry, that is the strongest thing in the universe.

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  6. fiftyshadesofmacygray:

    This man is gonna get divorced because of VIne.


     

    LMAO. Melissa’s husband.

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  9. It’s like everyday I find out something new, a different story, a different circumstance. First it as because you didn’t think you’d know how to be a good boyfriend and be a good student, then it’s because you don’t wanna waste your parents money, and now it’s because you felt like you put me before other things. But the way I see it is if you feel so much for someone that you would put them before other things then why would you give up on them? Why give up if it’s a problem you both can address and fix. But who knows what feeling so much for someone means to you anyway. I’m over the situation but I’m not over you.. And I can’t seem to figure out how to do that last part.

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  11. The one thing that I don’t understand about him and the one thing that bothers me is that to him, I wasn’t worth a single chance, or even the littlest bit of doubt in his mind. It gets to me not because he just didn’t wanna try but because I believed so wholeheartedly that his feelings for me were real and if its “real” you wouldn’t ever even think about giving up on it. I invested so much of my time, and myself into something that wasn’t real to someone I believed in. I put myself out there like never before and simply wasn’t worth it. I understand that it’s not meant to be, because God wouldn’t keep me with someone that wouldn’t invest in me as much as I invest in them but at the same time I really wanted it to work.. I really wanted to see the progress, see the love, see everything there was to see. I know that I’m the only one that puts myself through the pain I suffer through with situations like these and that yes, I have more important things to focus on, but for the moment I’m gonna feel the way I feel.. But life does move on, and more importantly people do. So I guess it’s time to put it in the past.

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  12. I’ve come to the point where I’ve just become so numb to emotions. I don’t know how to feel, what to feel or how to even deal. There’s so much going on and even though I’m constantly surrounded by at least one person I still feel an overwhelming sense of loneliness. I look at families and parents and the only thing I can seem to  think of is the fact that my life will never be the same again.. I won’t get to have those milestone memories with my family or my father that everyone else will get.. And it kills me inside that no one seems to understand that.. No one seems to get that although life goes on the pain and the void doesn’t. I’m so sick and tired of everyone telling me how I have to feel and that I have to stay strong  when in reality I’m doing fine, the bare minimum, but the bare minimum won’t bring me to happiness.. And no one seems to get that. It bothers me day and night that in the midst of all of this I lost someone I truly cared for because I wasn’t worth a single chance, and I lost the only father figure I’ve ever known. I don’t understand how I get so much support and love but feel so lonely. I just want my old life back.. but there’s nothing that can change the pain thats been inflicted on me at this point.

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  13. What’s the point of being so hopeful when I know the outcome? What’s the point of forming the false ideas in my head when I know I’m on a straight road set for disappointment. Maybe I still have faith. Still have faith in love, in us. But it’s faith that I don’t need.. faith that needs to fade because at the end of the day the pain inflicted on me is pain I’m allowing myself to feel. Pain that I am welcome to deny but am embracing with every ounce of my broken heart. I’m putting myself through this pain and I am very aware but for right now, for this very moment, I want to feel it. I want to feel every bit of pain there is to feel until I can come to terms with the fact that it’s over. When I feel strong enough to move on. It’s not gonna happen now but it’s gonna happen.

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  14. makemestfu:

EVERYTHING RELATE

    makemestfu:

    EVERYTHING RELATE

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  15. I’ve never been given up on like that before.. It’s never been like this. I wasn’t worth the chance. I wasn’t worth the fight and I wasn’t worth putting in any effort to try and make things work. It wasnt because I was a horrible girlfriend or bad in any way it’s because he simply doesn’t want to try. The pain cuts deeper then I imagined. Everytime I put effort toward someone it’s almost like they don’t know how they can handle the love I’m trying to put myself out there to show them so they just back out and always leave me with the same old “you deserve better” but they don’t consider that what if better isn’t what I want? What if you’re the better I’ve been waiting for through all the past heart breaks and trials and tribulations.. What if I just wanted to hold onto this better a little longer? I tried so hard and put in so much effort into something I firmly believed in.. Something I loved.. And it wasnt enough. It wasnt enough to make him stay or enough to make him think about not leaving. All I wanted was a chance.. A chance to prove him wrong. But I guess I’m not worth that. I guess I’m not worth putting effort towards because my love is too strong and yours is simply not. But the question now is where do I go from here? I fell in love with someone that doesn’t feel the same way.. Because if he did I wouldn’t feel abandoned and he wouldn’t have given up. What is love if you’re not given a fighting chance to be with that person? Guess we all have it twisted these days.

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